all she ever felt when she was with him were symptoms –
symptoms of past loves gone wrong, scars over vital organs
symptoms of insecurities and feelings of inadequacies….
she never left her past quite behind enough so it always came so close
to what she was trying to feel with him, but she always felt there was something
in the way of having and creating what she really, truly wanted to have with him…
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