Record

For the record, I never really wanted it anyway. I just said I did because you were so excited and I was always disappointing you, always getting in the way of your dreams. So I said sure, let’s do this. Let’s buy this thing we don’t need, this thing we can’t afford, this thing that will keep me up at night because I should never had said yes when I really just wanted to say no. Say no to it, to you, to all this bullshit I’m stuck with and can’t seem to untangle myself from. So, just for the record, this was never my idea, never my fault, I never really wanted this, or you, or any of it.

©2017 erin hoffman – all rights reserved

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